Well it is 17, month February year 2012 now that i look back at 2011 wondering and amazed at how time really flies a whole year just gone by like that and so much has happened in 2011 looking back i sometimes find it hard to believe that i got married in the month of January then went to my perfect honeymoon in the month of march and April and again in august went for umrah and i just cant believe it that i went for umrah without my mom but with my mom in-law with 5 months pregnant.I had my doubts before going that will i be able to do it and on top of it was the month of ramazan and with our hotel too being far from the mosque but thank you God with U making every step of mine easy i couldn't have done it on my own then after I remember how my pregnancy days became slower and slower every day and I was OOh when will this due date be coming and Finally just two weeks before the due I went to my doc's clinic for check up she started to scold me after seeing my ultrasound as to why didn't u come sooner are u crazy and i was just stare at her face and i was like 'why what happened'.Well she checked me up and then told me to rush to the hospital.Well on the way to the hospital I was confused and worried all at the same time at what is happening and what will happen but everything turned out to be just fine though i was in pain for 12hr and again in pain for 12 more hr and when normal delivery was not possible had to have c-section and after that too in pain but much less then the pain i was having before the delivery and finally on Wednesday 2:25 am 14 December Allah gifted me the most beautiful baby boy ever and when he was shown to me i had my doubts at that time that is that my baby the doc is showing really is that mine?? Wow it is mine.Now that he is two months old after changing his dirty diapers (which is really gross but i enjoy doing every single thing of his like changing diapers,massaging,giving him a bath,etc,etc..)and after that i just hold him up and just look into his eyes and lol! again have doubts is he really mine how can he really be my son? even though i am changing his most dirty which is supposed to make me realise that Yes forgodsakes he is really your son and on 20 December i turned 20 and the year 2011 soon came to an end.And look how time flies that i got married in 2011 and also became a mother of a beautiful baby.
Well now that 2011 has passed I can say that it was a really a great year a top no. on the list of great years well for now can't wait to see what this year brings for me well for now these two months have been great and only the days of these months not the nights as my darling son really loves to wake up in the nights.
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